I can see you.

Just, I am fascinated by your writing style. You are so poignant and raw and I cannot help but think that I've known you all my life. You, with your nonchalance and casual turns of phrase, we must be soul mates. I think upon your talent and I say, "that woman has no idea how interesting she is." Alas, I too have no idea how interesting I am. I assume that someone finds me fascinating, but reconciling myself to such a truth is far too difficult. To say "I am a mediocre nitwit" is so much more comfortable. The challenge shall always be to find self-worth. The challenge will always remain to seek approval from self and from no one else. There will come a day when I shall understand and embrace that fully, but today is not that day.